My old school motto is Sapientia Potentia Est. Which simply means 'wisdom is power'. The past few years however, I have taken on an extension to that motto with 'silence is wisdom'.
Ni ada cita aku geram. Da berapa kali jadi.
Aku jenis layan my readers here. Cause for me, you guys are reading, coming into my life everyday, for those yang memang regulars kat sini. And while we may or may not meet ke apa...we're still friends in the sense when we chat ke haper, I appreciate I have friends who take time out nak borak dan kongsi info ke pengalaman ke apa saja.
Now, it's happened a couple of times, when someone yang berkenalan tuh tak ikhlas. In what way?
Well, different ways. Some people in life, just see others as a boost up for themselves.
And the latest ni aku da kenal spesis camni da. Masak da pon.
Dari awal aku leh dapat 'bacaan'. Memang tak pernah salah pon. I always 'read' people well enough.
Yang sorang ni jenis nak tanya aku all sorts of things because of my work, because of where I am right now. Which is pretty f**ked up if you ask me. Tak kisah sangat sebenarnya. But really, as a person - a normal human being, tak perlu la camtuh. Nak kawan biar ikhlas.
And along with that should come honesty.
Anyway, dalam kes aku refer ni, this person yang panjang lebar nak berkata kalao bab bertanya soal dunia hiburan, memang hebat.
Bila aku tanya pasal personal orang tu, to find out who is this person, banyak la cita dongeng nak layan.
To cut a long story short, as usual, I was made to appear paranoid sebab suspicion and all.
Hari ni, I just wanted to get it off my chest that I Googled and found truth to what I suspected about the person.
Tak kuasa betul, closet cases in denial of who they are that they have to put on a masquerade. Sorry, people, but aku kawan orang tak suka one sided friendships where I have to be honest and all, and orang choose to tell me what they wish to. Biasa perangai denial ni diikuti with requests for respect of privacy.
Again, how the guilty flee when none pursue.
Alah.. tak heran da jenis camni. And dalam bulan puasa ni, malaih aku nak marah marah ke apa. Cuma after risik sana sini sikit of late, aku finally decided nak luah sini gak. Needed an outlet to get it off my chest.
Aku diam selama ni, orang tu lak ingat aku tatau. Saja nak bagi taum yes, I KNOW! Just cause aku diam, doesn't mean I don't. Silence is wisdom. Besides, when I ask, most of the time it's only because I already know the truth already and just nak tengok ko ni bangsa penipu ke tak.
To that person, takyah la nak tipu orang. Dahlah tipu diri sendiri. Satu hari nanti, when shit hits the fan baru nak nyesal. Be who or what you are. I couldn't care less. Just understand this - respect and honesty counts.
And people, friendship is a two way street. Don't expect to have it your way, if you are not willing to compromise, as ther other party too has the right to dictate their terms to what they consider a friendship.
This is the point where I usually tell the person in question to Fly Uncle Charlie's Kite.
Adoi.. women out there... just be wary je, because I know most women have a sixth sense about liars since they more adept at sensing penipuan nih. Don't ignore those instincts, cause satu hari kang, silap silap sendiri menyesal.
Ni bukan carutan.
Aku saja je nak membebel. Dah unload... can move on dah nih.
Moving on.. anyway, korang da layan Project Runway ke belum? Musim keenam da start. Watch below here kalao nak (selagi Youtube tak remove)
Yang bestnya, I already have a few favourites for the show. Cuma tak puas hati with results because I thought BOTH bottom placed designers (tanak sebut nama kang spoiler lak), should have gone cause both were crap.
Yang pentingnya, there are four designers I'm loving so far, and yang pentingnya, one of them dalam my Facebook dan memang bermesej ngan aku. Dapat la borak ngan salah sorang designer aku suka sangat. Tanak sebut sapa.
By the way, selain Project Runway, musim ni they started Model Of The Runway, focusing on the models yang involved. For me, this is good. From all previous five seasons, only the first bothered to focus on the models, but this time, there's specific programming to showcase the girls.
Kinda like ANTM, tapi sebab bebudak ni working girls, lain sikit senario. More like behind the scenes of a working model.
Lari sikit dari meroyan dan bab TV shows nih, ari ni banyak spend time online. Nekad tanak kuar. This whole weekend nak dok rumah je.
Came across this. You guys should take a look.
I've heard of camouflage art before, but this Chinese artist is amazing! His name Liu Bolin. Check out some of his works.
This is Liu
Some of his camouflage art
Ok la.. panjang gila entry ni. Aku sambung kang je la..
PS - CLICK HERE for some interesting reading. Someone at the kementerian should be sacked for this. Wat malu je!