Tuesday, April 25, 2006

My inspiration

Jangan terkejut ngan K&K SANA SINI yang aku tempek sebelah ni, saja nak buktikan pada the pushy coach yang aku ni leh gak letak menda ni promosi kat blog, walaupun tak berejam interbiu orang.

Tapi pada bekas penggangur terhormat tuh, nak wish congratulations sebab jadi orang keparat...eh...korporat da. Takleh berlenggeng lepas bangun lewat tengahari....mampos ler ko kena jadik mat smart masuk opis awai pagik.

Wanted to update lots of stuff pasal my trip to Brunei, tapi not feeling well.

At this moment pun, sniffling away a little with my runny nose, coughing sikit with a little sore throat that I've had sejak bangun siang tadi.

Siang haper...bangun pun da 1pm! Tidar about 1am! Gila punya KO....

Still in the office at almost 5am sebab nak abihkan banyak keja sebab paper akan shutdown dua minggu diap kan revamp lepas makeover.

Apapun, by esok ke lusa, banyak ler update aku....bersedia ler korang nak marathon lagik.
For those who have been following my rambling, don't worry, I'm fine. The depression has slightly lifted....not much...but a little....and I have this inspiration in the form of someone who makes me feel happy apabila dapat dekat ngan dia.

To my guardian angel, jangan ler stressed sangat. I know you don't want to see me hurt...and I definitely don't want to be hurt too...but I can't stop how I feel.

I haven't set expectations or targets, and my inspiration has been so understanding.

Apapun...dia not in mind as someone romantic, just someone who appeals to me in every aspect that I'd love to spend time with.

Don't worry...aku tau dia kawan of yours....I won't make it awkward...or at least try not to make it so...am so sorry if I have...apapun you'll always be my guardian angel for looking out for a big overgrown baby like me.

And to my inspiration...have a good time at the course and trip.

Nak balik and dream...that's where everything in my life is at least fair...

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