Monday, December 13, 2004

Rollercoaster day

Today's been kinda whacked for me.

Yesterday night I went to Planet Hollywood for Dayang Nurfaizah and Anuar Zain's Sunday Nite Live, which was a fucking waste of time. I mean the show would have been good, but somehow the dodgy boxy sound of things screwed it up...not to mention the overly sardine packed crowd which was full of minah-minah kepam yang cam tak mandi tiga bulan pastu spray perfume murahan screaming for Anuar.

Quit after the first set and Ted and I headed to Shereen and Ijoi's place for their open house. We stayed there till nearly 4am just chatting and exchanging gossip like some bored aunties.

But the day wasn't all that bad cause in the evening, I gave a call to 'that' person, and we met up and had a drink. We talked, and he apologised for the situation and we made up, so things are supposed to be better. While that's no promise of how things will be in the coming weeks, he did say something that brought a smile to my face enough to last to today.

Then it happened...I checked my faceparty account and I got a reply from my soulmate. It was a whole lot of mixed feelings that came over me.

Part of me was just ecstatic that this would be the first anything remotely close to communication in seven months of breaking up. The other part of me was angry and resentful still over the whole situation, plus in message dia, katanya tepati janjinya nak pay back some money he owed. But he somehow failed to mention when.

I just don't know...stubborn gila with the ego the size of a Goodyear blimp which gets into the way of appreciating what a truly lovely person I fell in love with. I don't know...

Anyway, today was piles of work and I have myself stocked with assignments until my Christmas leave, which I'm deciding to take from Dec 20 onwards until sometime the first or second week of the New Year.

That kind of erased the smile...I've got three assignments tomorrow. Though the third tomorrow, a dinner show won't be so bad cause it'll be with the Akademi Fantasia finalists. Also spoke to Zahid today so that kinda lifted me up from these blues that were threatening to pummel me down. Somehow he just gets me laughing...

So...I'm calling it quits for today....see you when I see you blogger...